Evidence of Things Not Seen (Through The Physical Eye)

Evidence of Things Not Seen

(Through The Physical  Eye)

I began writing This Devotional on July 20 
finished on the 27 back in 2017
Revised on 2/01/19

A transitioning phenomenon is happening as the shifting in my life takes place everywhere I go, The Lord has placed someone in my path that is of God to confirmed His plans for my life. Each time I go to the doctor whether I’m going or coming back I receive confirmation concerning what He is calling me to. Even my doctor the hematologist I was not so sure of, turns out to be a woman of God. I’m filled with The Holy Spirit upon me from rising up and laying down at night, The Holy Spirit is showing me through scripture and dreams

On The 7/19/17 I got up to do my normal task that is to take care of mom, helping her with getting dress and bathing. While cooking her breakfast I listen to my gospel music while talking to The Holy Spirit for I had an appointment with my hematologist at 3:30 pm on that day. I go every two weeks to get lab work done for the monitoring of my blood to see whether my white cell count went up or down and my platelets, their focus is on my blood work, so my knee still has the torn meniscus.

My focus is on Jesus, so before I left out to go to the doctor, The Holy Spirit lead me to His Word in The Sunday School lesson of last week before 7/19/17. I have not been in The Sunday School lesson for at least three weeks now, but I was working on The book Desperately Seeking Jesus and the table of contents I added. First in order to understand what I’m about to tell you I have to share this testimony. This has been a very difficult part of my life that has hinder me in more than one way.

I have a learning disability, and because of my pride I tried to hide it all my life, and it is called Dyslexia, I did not know until I went back to school when I was an adult. I have what they call mild Dyslexia it comes out sometimes in my spelling and when I'm trying to pronounce words I was in denial for a long time, I spend more time in my reading as well as writing. I am able to comprehend well it's when I have to write out what I have to say or read out loud.

So anything concerning schooling I tried to avoid, but The Lord had me to finish my GED and one semester of college. Yes it was The Lord that drew me back to school before my home problems with my daughter rose up again distracting, me and taking me off course. This struggle is one of the reason I prolong certain task, and felt some task I would never accomplish no matter how I hard I try. So now I spend a lot of time in my reading and writing when I get the moment to do so.

Now I am under the teaching of The Holy Spirit and this explains the dreams of me being in a classroom as a student in more than one of the dreams. So to finally finished this book The Lord lead me to do, it was harder than I could have ever imagine. To bring it to completion through so much pain and adversity, But God. So when The Lord open my mind to receive, His word, He has been directing me since. The Enemy try to drop some doubt in my mind far as the book being published or used because of my dyslexia, but yet I’m doing what I could have never imagine.

This also had me to think this could not have been what The Lord would have me do. But The Lord pour in me a desire to continue along with a desire for His Word. The more pain I went through, the more came out of me, The Pressing, The Beating, and The Shaking, yesterday after taking care of mom The Lord lead me to the Sunday School Lesson Jeremiah 1:4-10 (Urgent Call). Not aware of the connection to my dreams. I start reading the lesson, when I got to verse 6, and 7 where Jeremiah says - I do not know how to speak The Holy Spirit says to me put myself right (there).

When I say I do not know how to speak nor write, because my words get scrambled I’m acting just like Jeremiah when Self-doubt steps in, as well as it did with Moses in (Exodus 4:10) when he said to The Lord - O my Lord, I am not eloquent, and I’m slow of speech and slow tongue. The Holy Spirit said who has made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or death, or The Seeing, or the blind have not I the Lord? My eyes began to tear up, and my tears start flowing, I started praying in tongues and crying as the Holy Spirit show me not to fear for He is doing all the writing, do not worry about your spelling or your wording, He is giving me the ability to write, and what to write, so my tears start flowing.

The Holy Spirit says- He will have everything that is needed taken care of,  then He brings me to recall my dreams. The first one of me being on the school grounds of Henley Elementary School I went to as a little girl. In the dream it was nighttime, and the lights on the school grounds reflected the clouds in the sky. I was looking up into the sky and a voice came from the sky and it said Jeremiah. This was the first part of a triple dream that came simultaneously.

Henley Elementary School SE Washington DC

I shared these dreams with Pastor. This dream was Three years from the time I wrote This Devotional/ Rev. This one I had recently and this is it - I was at a what seem to be the starting of a celebration for some type of event and there was an enormous size cake that two people were carrying but the cake start falling apart in pieces and they lost half of the cake before getting it to its destination, so they decided they had time to go back and make another one. The dream had me at what seem to be a gathering of people.

These people seem to be of all types. I went upstairs to what seems to be a apartment room or hotel room and I felt a strong wind suction over the building pulling me. I step out of the building and seen a strong wind swirling over the building as it was forming so I ran down the stairs towards the people to warned them, but they started running. I was yelling for them to repent the Kingdom of God is at hand, and I kept yelling repent, as we were running the pace started to slow down and Eboney was walking beside me while tears was flowing from my eyes they became so heavy like river of waters pouring from my eyes.

I said to Eboney I can’t stop crying. The tears was flowing down my face we came to a place where everyone were to sit down, but my eyes was still flowing with tears rivers pouring out of my eyes and I was asking everyone to repent for Jesus is here the Kingdom of God is at hand. Eboney is deciding who will begin to speak to the people then I woke up. These dreams is of The Lord He had me look up scriptures pertaining to tears flowing from my eyes and I found three scriptures Psalm 119: 136, Rivers of waters run down mine eyes, because they keep not my law. 

Lamentations 3:48 - My eye runneth down with rivers of water for the destruction of the daughter of my people. Jeremiah 9:1, Oh that my head were waters, and my eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my people! The Holy Spirit show me my hurt for our people I see regularly in church, I'm viewing from the eye's of The Lord, when I'm going to and from the places I venture out to like the stores, doctors when I’m traveling on the bus or subway as well as watching the news, witnessing the destruction of a nation of people replicating the past history as He opens my eyes the more my tears start flowing. 

I start to remember when Pastor had me to read The book of Isaiah, and Jeremiah after the dream about the pool in the desert that had water I could not see, but people were swimming in what seem to be invisible water, and some were standing on the right side of the pool as I walk up to it. The Lord shows me that the dream is about the substance of things hope for, and the evidence of things not seen. (Faith) Wilderness with the pool with people swimming in it, is His prophetic word of (Isaiah 41:18).

I will open rivers in high places, and fountains in the midst of the valleys: I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water. The dream The Lord shows me is the pool of water I see not with my physical eyes for it is crystal clear, but it is there it is the evidence not seen but is to come. The people swimming in the invisible water are His elect who have received The Holy Spirit and the ones standing on the right are the ones waiting to receive, and I am standing looking over this pool. The Holy Spirit takes me to (Rev. 22:1-2) He shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God, and of the Lamb. 2 In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.

 

As I am typing The Holy Spirit is bringing these dreams to my memory.  The part about the enormous cake falling apart before it reach its destination, represent the church and the falling away spoken of in (II Thessalonians chapter 2) read  the whole chapter. These are His confirmation of all shall not perish there are some more He is bringing in the rebuilding of The Body of Christ at This Branch of Zion. There is a part in the dream when the two people carrying the cake went back to redo because they had time to do so.

Grace is like a broken layered birthday cake. Grace does the messy work of placing 

the broken pieces back where they need to be and then holding them in place.

These two People are Pastor Kendrick Curry, and First Lady Rev. Karen trying to carry a heavy load. The cake did not hold together firmly because it lack the support it needed which was the leaven. This was just revealed to me. The part where I went up stairs to the room where I felt a suction over the building pulling me and I step out the room to see a strong wind forming over the building is The Holy Spirit. I running down to warned the people, It was me calling for them to repent of their evil deeds, but the people kept running and I was chasing them. 

The Lord says these are the ones running from the truth drawn away by strong delusion of unrighteousness lacking the leaven. But one person was still by me and that was Eboney. While my tears continue to flow as she was deciding who will speak to the people that were left. So now I can go on about my venture on the way to the doctor yesterday. The Holy Spirit direct me to the time I was on my way to The doctor I was standing at the traffic light to cross over to catch the bus. The bus was coming.

I was stuck at the light, but the Bus driver look at me and wave pointing to the stop, and I nodded yes so he stop at the bus stop and waited for me. The traffic light still has not changed yet, but he remained. I was walking with my cane still suffering from the meniscus tear in my knee. He waited finally the light changed so I Cross Over and boarded the bus. Thanking the bus driver who went out his way to make sure I got on. Little did I know this was The Lord's divine Intervention taking place at the time. There was a older woman on the bus reading a devotional book I sat beside her. The cover of the book had in words God Is A Healer, so I lean over and said He sure is a healer, from there we were on the subject of The Lord.

We were going in the same direction on the bus, and unto the subway separating at metro center. During our journey this women spoke into my spirit after I explained to her about what The Lord was bringing me through, and the book He instructed me to write along with a little of what I’ve been through, which is what birth this book through trials, and adversities. She began to speak, confirming things I have not told anyone, and how The Holy Spirit is using me to speak to others through the book which is now my blog ministry. This ministry will be used to bring forth others who are going through, and ones who are still trap in some of the situations God has brought me out of.

I ask her name she said Florence. Florence means - Budding/Blossoming Her name is speaking to the processing of my calling. (Budding Prophetess/Seer) Florence said for me to continue the walk in my calling as The Holy Spirit leads me. Continue to allow The Holy Spirit to do all the talking for He is speaking through me and the book. also to pray for our leaders in the church, Her words had me listening as The Holy Spirit in her spoke to me, and through me. Florence is a elderly lady looks to be about mid 70s or early 80s. I became quite, through the rest of the ride to my doctor as her words permeate my mind.

9:9 (Beforetime in Israel, when a man went to enquire of God, thus he spake, Come, and 

let us go to the seer: for he that is now called a Prophet was before time called a Seer.)

When I arrive at the doctors for the results of Mondays lab work my Hematologist says your cell count has come down some it was very high, Let me not forget the praise report of last week when Radiologist had the nurse to call me and to inform me that the biopsy on my neck was not needed. Haleluuuuuuuujah!!! And that he look over the scan and see no need for the procedure. I have the report also on my phone I downloaded way before the referral, so I would know why the Hematologist Dr. Akpin wanted this biopsy it did show lumps and and enlargement in my salivary gland on my right side.

But now there is nothing to see. My Hematologist top it off with the White cell count lowering. So now I do not return to her for three more weeks unless something else happens. I trust in The Man upstairs is what I said to her. She reply do not call Him that, not in front of me, call Him by who He is. Oh my! I said surely I apologize, I explain to her after all He has done for me, I do not know why I said that. I really mean I trust in my Jesus, and this is when I found out she is a woman of God. The Holy Spirit corrected me through her. And we continue to talk about The Lord.

She ask me do you think you want to go through the bone marrow biopsy, I said no, because The Lord is showing me he got this. She said this is true because your cell count is almost were it should be which in the range of 3.4 to 10.8 and mine is 11.1 now compare to the 14.5. What a difference, so if it comes down some more she will ok my surgery without doing the bone marrow biopsy. Now I sit In in the middle of my calm with my Jesus who said peace be still to my storm. Now I’m resting in His presence for there is much to do.

So Let's Enter Into His Rest. Amen!