Mindset

Mindset

I was born in 1963 during the Civil Rights Era not aware of the infractions of my peoples’ rights this was never discussed in my household as a child back in those days. I was young, a little girl at about two years of age I remember being in a crib rocking it to the window looking out up into the sky.  Now if you were to ask me how do I remember that far back? I will answer and say I have come to know The Mind Regulator, and The Lover of My Soul who has me reflecting back to remind me of that time. Through the confirmation of my memory of being in a crib as my mom says to me that I was no longer sleeping in a crib at the age of three.

 My memories of me at that age of three is vivid and traumatic which will be later explained why. This leads me to the understanding that I had to be about two years of age, for I remember being in a crib looking out of the window up into the sky. Something about the sky has always peaked my curiosity throughout my childhood. There were times I would go into my room at night and just stare up into The Sky at The Moon, and The Stars not understanding the things I have seen, but through the nursery rhymes, and the stories out of the book my mother use to read to me gave me a preconception of what a star is in a child mindset.

The cow jumped over the moon which had me to perceive I could also, but I could not seem to leap that far no matter how hard I tried. Between wishing upon a star and praying at night the prayer I was instructed to pray which was this - Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray dear Lord my soul to keep, and If I die before I wake, I pray dear Lord my soul to take, and that God is in heaven, so my search begins.  The only thing is I was Unaware of The Drawing within me all my life pulling me in the direction to search, for every fiber within my bones knew there was a God. The fact The Lord points out to me the recall of my childhood started with my memory of me looking out the window into the cosmos from my crib was a point of reference of His calling on my life

We live in a universe where the preconception of who God Is becomes the wrong conception of who is God. Wrong teachings and distorted deliberate lies to cover the truth authorized by the Master of Deception have put the country in which we live to turning their backs on The True and Living God of the universe. Our ancestors who were brought to this country in slavery did not infer the language here and was taught by mouth. Forbidden to learn how to read so some was misled to think we as descendants of the genealogy of Ham were cursed by God and were met to be slaves of humanity.  We as in (The West African people) in their eyes were not considered human beings, and we’re without souls.

The ignorance that fuels hate has risen its ugly head in today’s society. To not search for the truth leads us to remain in bondage even after God used a vessel like Abraham Lincoln, who was then The President of the United States to write The Emancipation Proclamation in 1863, and a vessel like Dr. Martin Luther King a Baptist minister also a faithful servant of God to initiate, and carry out the Civil Rights movement a century later in the effort of trying to bring into fullness the African American liberation, so that the leaders of this country live up to the Constitution of the United States which declared that all mankind is created equal.

But somewhere later our people have lost the truth, along with insufficient ancestry knowledge which has lead them to not care about finding it.  Through this journey, the disorder and imprisonment of our people and other races mostly the descendants of the West African Slaves has lead to the confinement, and degenerating mindset of the I don’t care about nobody but me society. Worldly success and the American Pie has taken the mindset to the level of self - gratification that’s elevating the sin nature of humanity. Our People have forgotten the measures of what their ancestors have survived through to get them to the point of liberty, Physically and Spiritually.

Somewhere through the process of trials the spirit of humanity has become the same Spiritual Mindset of the first Israelites that God brought out of bondage in Egypt through His vessel Moses. They died out in the wilderness because they continue to murmur with dissatisfaction no matter what miracles God displayed in front of their own eyes like Water From The Rock. So even though they were brought out of bondage, their minds was still in prison.  They have never made it to the promise land only their descendants crossover through the wilderness only to replicate the sins of their ancestors, and to forget The True and Living God that brought them out.

The sadness of it all is most of us remain in a Slavery Mindset, and are still wandering in the wilderness while complicity sets in. Our nation has just come to the fork in the road to either the path of righteousness for God namesake or the path of destruction. We live in a world of confusion and chaos that escalated to a sea of corruption that has led to the songs of the heart over the years, but one stand out above all that diagnose the condition of the weary heart of the believers who have endured and seen much pain.  This song was sung by a gospel singer and actress Tamela Mann written by Kirk Franklin title Take Me To The King.

The part of the lyrics that says-(Truth is it’s time to stop playing these games because we need a Word for the people’s pain so speak right now let it fall like rain oh, yeah we’re desperate we’re chasing after you, then it goes on to say- No rules no religion I’ve made my decision to run to you The Healer that I need, take me to The King.) The people don’t have much to bring these pieces are the brokenness of the hearts of humanity who lack the knowledge of who The True, and Living God Is unfortunately most not all do not care to know from the hardness of their hearts.

But for those who are Desperately Seeking Jesus like me, I pray these devotionals, My life trials, and Dream Revelations. opens up your finite mind to some spiritual wisdom of the infinite mind of God along with the knowledge of who He Truly Is. You need to find out where you have come from to know where you’re going.  So I pray you allow this Spiritual wisdom, and knowledge, God had shared with me to lead you to His Throne to Gaze Into His Glory. The Holy Spirit instructed me to chose this scripture regarding my desperate search and found relationship with my Lord and Savior Jesus The Christ.

Songs of Solomon (3:1,2)

By night on my bed I sought Him whom my soul love:  I sought Him, but I found Him not. I will rise now, and move about the city in the streets and in the broad ways; I will Seek Him whom my soul loves.  The Watchmen that go about the city found me; to whom I said, saw ye Him whom my soul love?  It was but a little that I passed from them, but I found Him whom my soul love. I held Him and would not let Him go, until I had brought Him into my mother’s house, and to the chamber of her that conceived me.

The Songs of Solomon was written by Solomon referencing to the love and desire his soon to be bride had for him. This Song also demonstrates the genuine relationship between mankind, and God by role playing the order of marriage in the way God created it to be displaying through the strong desire which draws a man and a woman together in matrimony. This is the same desire That Draws Mankind to God in Spiritual Matrimony, for to know God is to be Intimately Spiritually Involved with Him.

Satan used the intimacy God intended for Him and mankind at the outset, and 

distorted it to separate the divine relationship between mankind, and God. In the 

act of doing so kept humanity from knowing what love is, for God is Love. Until 

you come to know God for yourself what you have come to know is lust. Lust is 

a  distorted   and  immoral  way to distract and use mankind weakness to lure 

human beings away from the truth. James (1:14,15) - Every man is tempted, 

when He Is Drawn Away of his own lust,and enticed. Then when lust hath 

conceived, it   brings forth wickedness (sin), and sin when it’s finished, 

brings forth death. Marriage is  more than a   union between man and 

woman it is a covenant ordained by God Gen (2:18 - 25). I reference 

this Song of Solomon to apportion with you what The Holy Spirit 

has shown me through my relationship with Jesus The Christ. 

But The Holy Spirit caused me to engage it a step further to

express my love for God and how my love for my Jesus 

could never be compared to the Love He has for 

me. To love God is to Know Him and to not

know who The True and Living God Is,

is the exact reason why humanity 

remains impotent Spiritually 

because they function in 

their flesh without the 

direction and the 

correction  of 

The True and 

Living Word 

Of   God. 

Before I 

found

The Lord,

He Drew Me to Him

through all of my adversities. In order

to bring me to my true identity, and my calling in Christ.

TAKE ME TO THE KING

In Sincerity of The Holy Spirit

Sister Trudy